One sunny Sunday afternoon while having a barbecue with my colleagues. There was this guy who sent me a message. I knew him personally but we haven't seen each other for almost 10 yrs. He's living halfway thru the world because of his job. I thought it will be just like any other conversation, with Hi, Hello and How are you?
We weren't close during high school, i can't even remember if we converse in any conversation. He was committed with someone at that time, and I was enjoying my time with my friends.And then I transferred to a different school and we never got a chance to get close. I never had any news about him. I just saw his posts on social media. He was doing good with his girlfriend and i had my few share of my own relationship that didn't turned out good.
I knew he was in a long term relationship with a girl when he messaged me, but he said they already broke up almost a year ago. And if your asking how long have i been single, it has been more than 3 and a half years. I was just waiting for the right guy to come. And I never thought that He was the one that was going to come.
I wasn't sure at the start when he said he wanted to pursue me. He's half way thru the world. He's always away. We don't really know each other. I basically know almost nothing about him, just a few snippets of his life. But he said he was serious. I asked for opinions of those people who got to know him and got to spend time with him. He put a lot of effort just to talk to me. He sacrificed his sleep just so he can talk longer to me. As day passes by, I realized I'm starting to fall for him. I'm starting to fall for his funny antics, his jokes, his smile, his laugh and everything. I realized that I'm missing him so much. I started to feel something that is familiar, The feeling of being in love. The butterflies in my stomach when I talk to him.And the feeling of missing him so much when he is away. and lastly the feeling of being scared. Being scared of him getting tired of waiting for me, the feeling of being scared that he might find someone else. Someone else that is closer to home, that he could visit anytime that he wants.
I knew he was in a long term relationship with a girl when he messaged me, but he said they already broke up almost a year ago. And if your asking how long have i been single, it has been more than 3 and a half years. I was just waiting for the right guy to come. And I never thought that He was the one that was going to come.
I wasn't sure at the start when he said he wanted to pursue me. He's half way thru the world. He's always away. We don't really know each other. I basically know almost nothing about him, just a few snippets of his life. But he said he was serious. I asked for opinions of those people who got to know him and got to spend time with him. He put a lot of effort just to talk to me. He sacrificed his sleep just so he can talk longer to me. As day passes by, I realized I'm starting to fall for him. I'm starting to fall for his funny antics, his jokes, his smile, his laugh and everything. I realized that I'm missing him so much. I started to feel something that is familiar, The feeling of being in love. The butterflies in my stomach when I talk to him.And the feeling of missing him so much when he is away. and lastly the feeling of being scared. Being scared of him getting tired of waiting for me, the feeling of being scared that he might find someone else. Someone else that is closer to home, that he could visit anytime that he wants.
Before he left again, I decided to say yes to him and make it official.His reaction alone, makes me feel that I made the right decision, That, even though I know that I am risking a lot and I'm getting into a not very easy situation, I knew I made the right decision, That excitement on his face, I would never forget that, we even argue on what date we will be using for our anniversary date, because it was the 15th on his place and it's 16th on mine. He decided to go with my date. How sweet can he be,
Being in a relationship with him, has tested me. Especially my patience. I knew what kind of situation I am getting myself into. I chose this, kaya paninindigan ko, I knew from the start that this will be hard, not just from me but for the two of us. That's why I am asking for the guidance from the on above. I know that he's not going to let us down as long as we hold on and trust him.
Just trust him, and he will always give what's best for you and what you truly deserved.
Love,
Arah
Being in a relationship with him, has tested me. Especially my patience. I knew what kind of situation I am getting myself into. I chose this, kaya paninindigan ko, I knew from the start that this will be hard, not just from me but for the two of us. That's why I am asking for the guidance from the on above. I know that he's not going to let us down as long as we hold on and trust him.
Just trust him, and he will always give what's best for you and what you truly deserved.
Love,
Arah
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